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Matt's thriving succulents
& Paris' love of gardening
resparked my desire
to play in the dirt

( the sweetness )
 
of planting
in solitude in the 

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(( be careful ))


this might just be one of the best
chocolate cakes i've ever tasted

i'm not eve a big
chocolate cake person
to begin with

but this might
just convert you

...really.


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windows down
Memorial Day weekend traffic

it's officially summer
and days like today
at all of it

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i'm not sure if it's widespread
or just happens to run rampant among
those in my inner circle

but we finally coined a term
for the common tendency to
revel in our memories:

C.N.D.

(Chronic Nostalgia Disorder)


extensive dwelling in the past
inhibits our ability to move forward

a bit of reliving specific moments
can bring a knowing glow to
anyone's core


but all we truly have is the now

i suppose the secret lies in our willingness
to accept and embrace change,

recognizing that the little sparkles of now
will soon infiltrate our memory banks

instead of being sucked
into the vortex of bittersweet,
 maybe we'll gradually become more
in tune with our C.N.D.

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(( sigh ))

 

 

What happens when a flower blooms

in a deep forest with nobody to appreciate it,

nobody to know its fragrance, nobody to pass a comment

and say "beautiful", nobody to taste its beauty, its joy,

nobody to share – what happens to the flower?

It dies? It suffers? It becomes panicky?

It commits suicide? It goes on blooming,

it simply goes on blooming.

 

(Osho)

 

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awoke this morning
as if i was exiting a cave
where i had been
for three days



(( the catalyst  )) 

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today:



hankerchieves
Bulleit water bottle
mugs of tea
raw garlic
slippers
Wellness Formula  
Nights of Cabiria
Food, Inc.
chicken noodle soup simmering
 Fargo

& Jess reorganizing the basement
into the perfect silkscreening station

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we can't predict which times we'll remember,
 

or why


now could be the pinnacle of something,
but we won't know


until after it has passed.


-paul madonna

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canvas & leather backpack
for my little darling up north







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when one ends up with extra sweet tart dough,

one must make shortbread cookies.

(add fresh thyme to dough and make a lemon zest icing)

Sweet Tart Dough:

1 cup + 2 tbsp unsalted butter, at room temperature
1 cup sugar
1/4 tsp salt
2 large eggs, at room temperature
3 1/2 cups all-purpose flour

(a few tsp fresh thyme)

Using a stand mixer fitted with the paddle attachment, combine the butter, sugar and salt
and mix on medium speed until smooth. Mix in 1 egg. Add the remaining egg and mix until smooth.
Stop the mixer and scrape down the sides of the bowl with a rubber spatula.
Add the flour all at once and mix on low speed just until incorporated.

On a lightly floured work surface, divide the dough into 4 equal balls and shape each ball into a disk 1/2 inch thick. Wrap well in plastic wrap and chill for at least 2 hours or overnight or freeze 3 for future use
(this dough will keep for up to 3 weeks).  Roll dough out to about 1/4 inch thick (sprinkle fresh thyme if you want) and using cookie cutters, cut out cookies from dough. Place on baking sheets about one inch apart.

Preheat the oven to 325 degrees Fahrenheit.
Place in the oven and bake for 7 to 10 minutes. The cookies should be lightly colored and look dry and opaque.
Let cool completely on wire racks.

To make icing, combine 1/2 cup powdered sugar, 1 tsp water, & 2 tsp lemon zest & brush on cookies.

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reclaiming the self.


remembering
our personal rituals;

it's the little things
that can push us out of shape

and the little things
that fill us up with joy again


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gentle reminders
of the beauty of youth



fearlessness
curiosity
imagination

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pinion burns

(perhaps the most perfect scent)

and,

w e
m o v e
f o r w a r d

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this

( is where it all began )


 she's married/rye stop


a beautiful dose
of my favorite
characters
should keep me propelled

( at least for a little while )

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i suppose this city
will forever captivate me

admittedly,
i'm still prone to its incessant charm

(( unsurprising synchronicities & a necessary visit home ))

lunch with Grandma Carole (Mrs. Robinson)

for nostalgia's sake/a perfect latte/a glimpse into the underworld


 midday secret garden sanctuary/turmeric & pinion

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this is all of it
this is everything
I'm wanting to forget

when winter sets in
it has a way of crystallizing the bad times
the fevers, the heart aches

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sand stuck to my calves

iced mint tea




and my new favorite:

"The Purist"
(from Blue Agave)

1/2 Rampur lime
2 splashes agave nectar
2 ounces 4 Copas organic silver tequila

Split the Rampur Lime in half and place in a glass.
Add agave nectar. Muddle. Fill the glass halfway with ice
and continue to muddle. Fill the entire glass with ice and
add tequila. Cover the glass with a cocktail shaker and
shake well. Pour into a salt-rimmed glass and serve. 

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newly altered:

 [ July 4th dress-made-into denim skirt ]

ps.  how many memories are
able to fit into the grains
of denim before it
reaches its
saturation
point?

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my morning dreams are my second life.

the line between dream-life and waking-life is permanently blurred.

( i love this ambiguity of consciousness )



 in love with these works by artist Noemie Goudal

(via Cerre)

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my head is everywhere

this world is so tiny 

and

i am reminded that quality of life is so dependent
on our ability to adapt to & embrace

change.


(it is, after all, the only constant)

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linguine/market peas/onion/pecorino/pinenuts/fresh mint/black pepper/olive oil
only thing missing? pancetta.

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recent weeks' playlist:

Brightblack Morning Light - Everybody Daylight
Talking Heads - Creatures of Love
Warpaint - Elephant
Hot Chip - We Have Love
Alexander - Remember Our Heart
Dire Straits - Lions 
Sunset - Lunar Eyes


a couple nights in Venice is all it takes for a satisfying getaway.

go here. and prepare yourself for beautiful-item overload. Charlie Chaplin's old dance studio. 
rooms connected to rooms connected to old vaults. wandering through it, i felt like a wide-eyed child in a dreamlike playhouse. 
it's full of the most artfully designed pieces. and home to the most perfect jeans (Acne) i've ever owned.


 and i have yet to be disappointed with GJelina's mouthwatering menu. butterscotch pot de creme with sea salt here...say no more.